| We'll yesterday I was bummed because I found out a friend of mine isn't coming home for Christmas this year, but then when I really sat and thought about it I was so thankful. I am so thankful because if this friend did come back it may be hard for me to follow the plans God has for me at this time. I think that shows some maturity on my part, which has been a long time coming in this situation.
It's weird that you can be anxious for change, but all the while so content with your life. I feel alone often, but I've grown used to being that way and am constantly reminded that I am never alone, my heavenly father is always with me. My life feels like a run on sentence that started out as a poem, but is trying to justify being an epic novel without any climax. I am not bored. I am not overwhelmed. I am simply here and whelmed I guess.
Why do we throw our affections both emotional and physical to people who God doesn't have for us? I guess we think for the time being that it will make us feel better, but in the end we are left with an non satisfiable void, that we know can only be filled with Christ love and acceptance.
From a nursing stand point I am trying to be content with my job do the best I can for where I am for such a time as this. I think it's a good sign that I am actually interested in learning more and gaining knowledge in cardiac stuff that I don't know.
I do miss people. I do miss things the way they used to be before everyone (including me) went and got all complicated. |
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I could never be rich |
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this is black me and my little white kids...just remember I was very dark then.... 
charles and brooke 
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| So sometimes things work out differently than ever expected, for the better. Patience is a virtuous process I am flailing through at present :) but I love the ride. My week has been busy, but also marvelous. |
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| carne asada...mmmmmmhhhhm. Yellowiscious baby. yeah sure.
glad my drama is over...because I decided to get over it. All things are what you make them to be. You can only be responsible for yourself.
I saw a unnaturally red hued...long haired former and yet still bff last night, good times. |
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